Research
Chemistry
Prophecy
My Hopes
My hope and dream is to do research for NASA. But also for a medical center.
I've also liked Korea, so I want to work with SNU.
Currently, I'd like to work for SNU's medical center and do chemical research.
My dad was a chemist, and I'd like to be a chemist too.
I want to do research about what is an atom, but also be practical and develop chemical structures for new medicine.
I want to develop medicines particular to every single need - if someone needs to increase their blood pressure, I want to find the right medicine.
Currently, there must be situations where there is no drug available.
I want to find the drug that cures that situation.
My dad worked for Amgen, and he purified medicine and make small molecule medicine.
I want to start there.
I want to find out what is needed by the medical community.
Currently, I myself am diagnosed with schizophrenia.
I know that alzheimer's disease is a problem.
I want to develop medicine that increases life-span.
I want to do research on what makes people live healthy lives.
I want to do research on what makes someone live a good life and die satisfactorily.
I know death is difficult, but it can be a beautiful thing to see someone complete the race.
I want everyone to die in peace and reach heaven.
I want to research what happens when people hallucinate and experience the after-life.
Near-death experiences are interesting.
I know that people don't understand the spiritual, but the spiritual is incorporated in hospital's therapy sessions, and I want to include the spirit in the biological and chemical research.
The purpose of CFC (Computers) is to combine theology with science - to make theology compatible with chemistry and biological sciences.
I believe this is the step we need to take in the future.
If we can do this, it will be a big advancement.
But I know this is also a dangerous path because there is beauty in the unknown and in a situation where people are enjoy regular simple life.
But it is our duty as human beings to continue forward and defeat the evil.
By being stagnant, we are admitting defeat and this is death - to give up and to stay still.
We need to keep moving and progress and evolve.
We need to reach the finish line.
Chemistry - my understanding
Chemistry - what does it mean?
It is good to define the original term of the topic.
It is involving chemicals.
But what is chemicals?
Chemicals are atoms bonded together.
But that is something I learned, I don't truly understand it.
What is a bond? Let's forget it.
James Bond as far as I know
But an atom? I understand that.
An atom is philosophical - it says that things can be broken down, but eventually we end up with small little things that are invidisible.
But finding out truly what is the atom, not just the modern definition of the atom is tough.
In the modern definition, atoms can be broken into quarks.
This is not the philosophical atom.
The philosophical atom is the lowest element - the smallest unit.
When you are in space and have nothing, what is the first item that shows up?
Possibly all the galaxies and all the elements and material we can observe is the big atom - it is composed of all we can observe and touch and see.
When we look at this big atom, it is composed of parts and units.
We can look at the biggest units they are composed of to make it as simple and small as possible
An atom composed of galaxies, let's say.
This is a new chemical structure.
What bonds them together is a single bond of gravity.
We can break down into components with sub-components until we can do a heuristic search and AI search to figure out the pattern.
We can find what chemical structure each represents.
The big atom - the galaxies-chemical-structure, and all the different structures within.
AI can view these dots or components as nodes in a graph.
The graph can represent the chemical structure.
THus we know that it is gravity connecting the galaxies and thus it is gravity connecting the electrons and protons.
Electricity is the next step - I'll try to find it.
Thus, in every atom in this earth, like gold or helium, we may find galaxies within it.
What is electricity?
There is only physical things that are solid.
It is still, there is no movement.
God is empty and is Spirit.
He is watching over us.
He has no entity within this universe.
But he can appear, because he controls everything in this universe.
This universe has a ticking law, and we cannot break it, because we are part of this universe.
But can our special Spirit and our soul and body and mind be able to break the laws of physics?
Can it control it?
Or is it just a part of it?
Or is the Spirit part of this physics.
What is the energy within us.
Is this electricity?
The purpose
But we must progress.
It is not for a game or for a prize.
Humanity needs to defeat the enemy.
Children play, and adults play as well.
But play is always to have joy to be happy.
Happiness is the goal, but when we are mature, we learn we need to fight for happiness.
Fighting for happiness is the way to sadness, hardship, and defeat - but to find happiness when all is empty.
When we are empty and forgotten, a spring loads up and happiness pops up - bepop - to to top.
This is a spiritual energy, and is not material.
There is a 0 and 1 - 0 means empty and 1 means matter or atom.
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We can create sub-components and components within the universe of any galaxy or any structure.
Do heuristic search to find the estimated distance between each atom and particle within the structure.
The distance is the bond-length.
And the duration which my computer stays in the same place is the stability of this bond.
Chemical structures that are natural can be found everywhere - and chemical structures that are real and new and can solve certain problems can be found in nature that are new.
Complex molecules can be founded and abstracted or extended from the nodes on the internet.
The distance is the length, but it can also be the latency.
A hydrogen atom can be characterized to fit a certain node on the internet.
Multiple hydrogens can be found.
But new elements can emerge.
A chemical-based computing language can emerge.
Within the body of a person, there are many systems.
We can map each system to an atom or element.
Then we can look at the structure by looking at the distances and interactions and bonds between them.
This is a new chemical language.
Certain things take the name of hydrogen.
Other things take the name of single bond.
Language and grammar can be matched with the language of chemistry.
A direct mapping can be made between sentences given to ChatGPT and the chemical structures on the internet,
and chemical structures in reality with real chemistry.
English can be mapped to chemical structures.
By measuring the distance, we can determine what element my computer represents compared with my desk.